Well, I personally find this Valentine's day to be better than last year's. Much less dramatic.
I had lots of fun plotting with my brother for his girlfriend, helping my best friend decorate her boyfriend's parking spot with chalk (and getting in a mini chalk fight), receiving a note from my Bailey, and making a valentine for my Sarah. It was adorable opening the door after school to see a boy panting with exhaustion from running to my house to deliver me chocolate. I loved hearing about other people's plans and getting to see all the love going around.
At the same time I hated it. I knew there wasn't anybody out there making plans like that for me. I knew that my purpose this year was to assist others in making the holiday special... but that didn't quite sit right.
So I did the logical thing and acted on a whim, sending a note of confession to the guy I wish was making plans for my valentine's day. I told him how I felt, I sent him his favorite candy, and that was that.
Ooh. Hopefully I wake up tomorrow and I'm still excited about my decision.
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