I absolutely adore that feeling of adrenaline and anxiety before a performance, so strong it feels more like having your internal organs strangled by a flaming rope of nausea than a bit of jitters--followed by joy, satisfaction, and pride incomparable to anything else in the world!
Performing. There's nothing like it.
I loved getting to sign an autograph for the first time ever (hey you, Angela! You're freaking awesome)! She actually wanted it because she reads this blog, not for my acting... I think that makes it all the more flattering.
But perhaps my favorite part was after all of the immense stress and adrenaline and joy. It was sitting in the car in front of my house, just talking to my best friend... really communicating. It was such a simple thing, and yet so intricate. I missed the comfort and safety of being able to spill out my soul, whatever was in there, and getting to explain myself and really be understood by somebody.
In honor of you, Tonight, I shall keep this post short.
Because the simple nothings end up meaning the most.
THANK YOU COREE! Your blog is just amazing. & You did a really good job on your performance. (:
ReplyDelete-Angela